Wednesday, July 20, 2011
This is going to be fun.
I am so excited to announce that I am auditioning for The Biggest Loser in August. I am kind of nervous well, What if I'm not what their looking for? What if i freeze (doubtful but could happen)? In all honesty I am afraid of leaving Nick, Smiles, and E-man for that long with very little contact. I know Nick will be fine but then the What ifs start settling in What if the kids forget me? What if something happens? The time frame also puts me gone at Christmas and Smile's birthday and home right before E-man's. It's going to be hard but I guess when I look at the brighter picture I know Heavenly Father is watching over me. I knew that when they brought auditions to my home front. So yes I am excited and yes I am scared but I am continuing to pray for guidance that this is the right thing for me and up until this point it is. So I am going to continue on my journey.